I heard through the grapevine called "Hawk's husband" that I need to update. Sorry I've been away. Things are a little bonkers. I've moved and I just found a wireless place. However, I've spent so much time updating virus programs and checking emails (not all of them, just a few) that I'm kinda outta time and have to run.

Things are good. I'm loving my new place. I had no idea how icky my old apartment felt to me, or Columbus in general (to a less extreme), until I went home this past Tuesday to get a few things. The original plan was to stay overnight but I couldn't do it. I can't describe what I felt outside of anger and disgust. It's like something there was mad at me. It was weird.

The job is good enough so far. I just today got everything done that needed to be done to get me on a computer. I think I will now be able to do more. I've felt a bit on the useless side for about 3 weeks here and it's been frustrating as hell. I've kinda been down on myself about not doing enough or being effective enough but there wasn't much more that I could do. I have been telling myself today that if these guys really have an issue with me, they'll tell me. And since they've not told me, there's no issue. I just hope that I can get a little more involved and active now.

I'm working on Jr. Ranger. I finally just brought my laptop in today and started typing out the first draft. I've been sitting on this for a good week. I stopped here at BW3 to get online, eat, have an adult beverage, and work on it a little more. I realize that I'm off the clock so I only got one more day done. However, that's two days down, two to go. Now if I could just find the time to go pre-hike the places I want to go.....

We found a home for one kitten. The other two went to the pet store. (It's better than nothing.) Molly is still here, waiting to be taken home somewhere. It was killing me today. We had her outside the visitor center and I was so glad at the end of the day when I could cheat and drag her into the A/C of the center for even 15 minutes. She was so overheated. Having her stuck in that cage, in the hot, is breaking my heart. I almost want to let her go and pray that she'll be okay. I'm going to stop tonight and grab her a small bag of food that isn't 2 years outdated. I'm also worried that the guys at work are annoyed with me over her. :(

Okay, that's it for now. Gotta run.

Amy

PS: Holy crap, I've not updated since the start of June. I'm sorry. I graduated. I have a job as a park ranger. I moved. Now if I can just find that boyfriend.....