New Leaves

Really there isn't a whole lot going on. Just the same old stuff. Different day. I've been trying to help Susan with all the changes in the house. They are tremendous. The big sitting room downstairs is nearly empty. We set the couch out on the sidewalk today, which would have been very interesting to video tape the two of us trying to move this heavy, awkward couch. The idea is to de-clutter the house. Get rid of what we don't use. Susan is moving her bedroom to the big room downstairs. This can't be a big entry because I still have to clean the carpet before I go to bed. Suck.

I am really trying to get everything going with my business. It just seems that every turn I take, there's another obstacle. And I'm tired of obstacles. But it doesn't matter if I'm tired of obstacles; obstacles will be around in some form or another, forever.

John wants me to come up to Columbus this weekend. He wants me to help him pack up the apartment. I really don't want to. I had to pack my stuff that I moved down here by myself. But perhaps it might be best to get it done, but it would be really annoying to spend my days off doing something that I hadn't planned on. I was really planning on doing something else, like finishing a few projects. I feel like I'm getting pissy about it. I don't want to be. But really, I just think, about it and think, "Well, there goes my fucking weekend."

Not the best attitude. But it's honest.

Plus his car is having problems, and so now, he wants to use my car for our trip to Pennsylvania, which might actually be to Deleware. Which pisses me off too. It's like a lot of things are pissing me off. We were supposed to be visiting with his sister and getting acquainted with our new nephew. However, John's father would prefer us to come to deleware... It's like a big mess that I can't explain, other than to say, "whatever his father wants, is usually the course of action that we'll take." I wanted to go to one place OR the other. not BOTH. So, now, I have to get my car looked at to see if the mechanic thinks it wise.

Then work wouldn't let me go until 4:48 pm, and I needed to go to the bank, and I didn't make it to the bank in time, so I had to cash my check at Kroger's, which meant that I had to pay a four dollar fee, because Susan needed the money, which since it is the 17th of the month, I think she had a right to. Besides I told her that I would have it to her tonight.

That whole thing just sucked. I think I need to log off and listen to opera, and find something to clean the fuck out of.

Gah. I'm not hormonal anymore.... So, I must really just be bitchy today.

love ya