Well, self assertion sucks sometimes.
As predicted, it didn't go over too well with one of my self asserting situations. I am pained because a friendship may be over. But at the same time, I am thinking, "I don't think it's wrong to question things. Or ask for explanations" Especially when money is involved, and the figures aren't the same as when I went away. And then I think now that if they are ready to toss everything because of this, then they must not really care about me anymore.
I'm of the opinion that some people need drama, and it irks me to think that somehow I've been put in the position of 'persecuting' another person. Even though I've fought for friendly resolution. It's unnerving to me because unfortunately, I care what people think about me. And I have a pretty good feeling the shit's going to be flying about me.
I know I shouldn't care, but I do. I am striving not to care what people who don't bother to ask my side of the story think.
akkkk. :P :P
So, as you can see I'm sommat frustrated.
Today, I had to walk to work in the absolutely pouring rain with very strong winds. From my toes to about halfway up to my knees were completely soaked all day and I couldn't do anything about it. Just squish when I walked. I couldn't wait to get home.
I've asked my boss for a shift change. I would like to work Ten hour shifts, four days a week. This would leave me with three days off, work four. I think I could manage my time better with three days off.
Well. Enough pissing and moaning for the day
i'm outta heyeah
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