I notice that my entries have been a bit cranky lately. I don't mean to be cranky. And I don't think that it's all pms, or whatever. I do think that's part of it. But I also believe that part of it has to do with things that I am trying to get done. I like being a free spirit and flutter hither and thither, happy on my way, ignorance is bliss.... you get the idea. But it's really hard for me to quell my creative urges and force the channel into one project until that is complete. The muse screams at me and says, 'but you want to do this!!!!' and I am saying, 'It does not matter what I want. What matters is what I chose to do.'
I do a lot of corrective thoughts, affirmations and mantras if you haven't guessed that already.
And, I'm coming to grips with things that I can't change. I can say the serenity prayer until I'm blue in the face, but sometimes it's harder to accept the things I can not change. Much less try to buck up the courage to change the things that I can.
I am very excited about tomorrow. I started counting down hours at work today... coworkers were non-plussed. ROTK baby, yeah.
John and I saw the Last Samurai, last night. and I liked the movie, it just wasn't what I was expecting. But that is a very good thing. The soundtrack is phenomenal. There was a very long trailer for ROTK before the movie and I was like "TWO MORE DAYS!!!" I just sat there with the hugest grin on my face. I am so excited. I can not wait to see it!
I baked bread tonight (suprise suprise) I have finally developed my own recipe and memorized it. I do not have to use the index card where I wrote it down, anymore. That's kinda cool.
Time for sandman
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