so, yesterday sucked money wise. i hate my bank, and i have to cancel one account because i'm tired of juggling two accounts, having bullshit happen, and then bank charges you 90.00 and BAM, it's gone.
i tried to get over it. and i was well on my way, and then my car started making a funny noise. it sounds like the breaks are grinding, and even sometimes when the car is just driving and you aren't applying the breaks. this sounds like a caliper. which equates to more money. at the moment, i'm trying not to give the fuck up on saving money. i mean every time i get somewhere financially and i've paid all my bills, and then out of the fucking blue... here comes some more shit. it's really distressing to cook everything from scratch and be energy cautious and gas cautious, for no apparent reason.
i suppose it's some sort of karma, but at the moment, i am none too happy about.
We went dancing last night. My friend Trish came down from Columbus and we went to Jillians. Usually the place rocks, I'd raved to Trish about how it was so great there, yadda yadda yadda, and then the damn dj sucked. Same dj. I can not stand it when they get everyone dancing and they stop the music. Especially since he'd sucked so bad no one wanted to get out on the floor. Even I, for nearly an hour. We decided to go up a level to the high energy dance music level.
holy moly.
girls on counters and cages and the floor was p.a.c.k.e.d.
oy.
that didn't bother me, i'm there to dance, not to watch the chicas. allthough you can't help but watch sometimes. i mean, whoa.
trish and i hang all over each other. we're both extremely affectionate. she's like a sister to me, however, i think everyone thought we were a couple. and my dancing for her and shimmying didn't help.
I made burritos yesterday. Partial attempt at retribution for guacamole negligence, but its just not the same.
allthough i'm getting quite good at making burritos now, if i can say so.
it's only money.
i've been sorta on line scarce as far as sites and blogging, because i've been editing like crazy. just trying to concentrate my focus to push that book through the finish line. I am to the point where i see that my book will have 18 chapters. at least the rough draft before the editing process brutalizes it. i mean morphs it into it's higher state.
either way, i'm currently editing chapter fifteen. on friday morning, i was editing chapter nine. i'm pleased with the progress, just ready to finish. be on to the next phase, the next thing.
there's something disturbing about flying through a chapter when all of a sudden 'badgers badgers badgers badgers badgers badgers mushroom mushroom...... snake snake.... oh it's a snake....'
pops into your head.
i blame Xinh.
so, still have a guest here in the house, gotta run.
x
Posted by hawkie at January 11, 2004 08:30 AM