ya know, i find it really annoying any contact i have from john. i can't wait to have this marriage legally over with as well. i have sent him an e mail, after waiting for a bit in response to his, and i basically told him that i wanted him to get on with his life, and he said that i am still his wife, and that he's not going to move on, and he'll be severely disappointed if i do.
fuck that shit.
i am only his wife legally. that is it, that is all.
i feel like he is trying to still 'claim me' and that reeeeeeeeeeeally urks me.
shuffle me loose the spousal coil, please and thank you.
i find it very disgusting/ironic/whateveryouwishtocallit that he wants to put some sort of special preference on me now when he didn't before.
i know what it is like to be treated well now, and i see just how much like shit i was treated. i don't even think he realizes it. and that's the sad part.
but usually we miss a lot when we are so wrapped in our selves that we can't be bothered.
Posted by hawkie at October 13, 2004 05:42 PM(((Hawkie)))
Posted by xinh at October 13, 2004 07:35 PM(((Hugs)))
sad that people some people don't know what they got 'til its gone...
:* mwah!!
Posted by mog at October 14, 2004 12:12 AM