New Leaves

Better, but anxious.

That would describe me at the moment.

I am finally operating at about 95%. (As far as colds go.) Still a little bit of a lingering presence, but it's mostly gone, and I can function. Functioning is good. Functioning is how we make progress.

I am not exagerating when I say that I went to bed, woke up, and went to work.

That covers the 'better' part.

Anxious.... well, I can't explain it. I am usually pretty keen on sensing when 'something is up'. But nothing has appreared. Which makes me also say 'better not dwell on this anxious feeling because you don't want to make something happen'. But nothing is forthcoming, and that is truly annoying. My Hawk senses are tingling. Usually I would not be too worried, but numbers are starting to make themselves known. And what I mean by numbers is seeing things like this all day:

105-501
310-130

and so on. Perhaps I should play the lottery.

Anyhow, Tomorrow, I take Crystal for her ultrasound. She has finally decided that she wants the baby.

Tomorrow promises to be an extra awesome day as my Beloved Staffmaker is coming to spend the whole day with me. I really should be in bed but I can't sleep right after work when I close. Especially since they've pissed me off. Severely. I suspected that my clock in/ clock out time was being tampered with. I discovered tonight that I am correct. Tomorrow, heads will roll. The next level of manager makes 2x as much as I do, they are salary, and they get a bonus check to boot. You get bonus checks by running an efficient store. Basically, and principally, they are taking money out of my pocket, and put it into theirs. To make it even better, the next level isn't that much more work than what I do already.

Ok. Gonna try and unwind and go to sleep. My love visits tomorrow, and I'd liek to be bright eyed and bushy tailed. Or something like that.

How about, I'd like to be well rested and in a better mood so that I don't bite everyone's head off.....
thats better.

goodnight.
x

Posted by hawkie at March 10, 2005 04:34 AM