In December I went into management. It is approaching mid April and I am only just now starting to adapt. After I decided to just let my body sleep until it naturally awoke I noticed a clarity of mind I haven't had since... well, November.
It's been annoying because I've either been ill or exhausted (or both) and unable to complete any errands or chores unless it was my day off. Which leaves the feeling of always working and not having any time to calm and center myself. Which is very important if I don't want those people in my head to start talking to me again. :P
So, I run whatever errands possible and clean whatever needs cleaning right up until I must get ready for work. By doing so, I can wake up whenever I like on my day off, grab my crocheting and a cafe mocha and sit on the back porch.
Guilt free. Nothing in the back of my mind saying, " You know you really need to get these things done."
Reading the above paragraphs will make you understand why I call my calendar/planner the 'Other half of my brain.'
Dusty and I went for guacamole yesterday. I made the mistake of calling her before the morning monster had left my vocal chords and she was like, "excuse me?" Then we went to Maggie Moos where I enjoyed passionfruit sorbet, squealing like a little girl that there was something that I could have there.
I have been experimenting with making whole wheat tortillas and a bread that is based on a batter instead of dough. Bleah, on both accounts. Not impressed. Either it's me (unlikely) or it's the recipes (likely). In the long run, stick with what works, and what you know how to do best, Whole wheat bread.
I have finally figured out why I do not like the shape of flip phones. They remind me of maxi pads. The only thing missing is that *whsshhhhht* sound letting everyone in a 15 foot radius know that you are openning one.
That is all today.
xx
Posted by hawkie at April 9, 2005 12:34 PM