New Leaves

I wish I could be excited about moving. But instead. I'm gonna have anxiety about it. Everytime that Mike and I try to do anything there's been an obstacle. Small ones, big ones, unexpected ones. Now that we get closer to time, and the countdown is finally nearing the end, it's like I can't be excited. I feel like I'm waiting for some other shoe to drop.

In good news, I've been working out again. Outside. In the outdoors where I love to walk. That was why I did it in the first place. It's an instant attitude adjustment for me. Which reminds me... I need to ask Dusty if she wants to buy back her gym membership. The membership is useless to me in Dayton.

I hope to relax a little more as things settle in. I was hoping to be done with Wendy's for good, but I don't know about that now. I am thinking I may have to still be a shift supervisor.... Don't really like that idea, but I think it will make the transition a bit smoother. And if that's what I can do to help, then that's what I'll do.

I have to return to the rental car tomorrow morning. I was just getting used to driving a nice vehichle.

This entry sucks.
But this is my life today.
There are good things going on too. I am making a baby blanket for my friend Tracy.

I am going to move.... eventually, and that puts me one step closer to photography school.

The pictures from the wedding turned out decent, but I think I've been cured of doing pictures for friends' wedding. There are complications there that I just don't like. I love my friends, and it's just so much stress as to wether or not you will catch a moment, or not catch a moment... or if some pictures turn out too dark... or if the reception hall is full of mirrors.....

oy .

I have to go through the pictures and pick out the 'portfolio' ones. I like to be able to present the most aesthetic possibility.

Tomorrow morning, I go for another walk, dump a load at my storage unit, do a couple loads of laundry, and just all in all, try to keep myself for the next 4 weeks.

Less than a month, I anticipate.

Posted by hawkie at September 25, 2005 11:35 PM