New Leaves

For the most part, I had a most excellent weekend.

I spent the majority of it with my beau and we went shopping.
I really enjoy time with him. I think that the thing that I find
intriguiging about this relationship is that while it is work, it's not
as hard. I don't have to try and be something else, and we
can communicate with each other. We know basic rules of
healthy communication and if something isn't cool we say it.
If we need something, we ask for it. We do a little bit of
interpretation and anticipation of each other's needs, but not
in the mind reading sort of way. The 'work' as it were, is more
like when you feel your buttons being pushed trying to identify
what it is that is really upsetting you. Is it from now... or is it
from the past? In other words, staying in the present.

Also, had coffee and cookies with Madame Buffalo, and a
prematurely ended shopping spree with her.... grumble grumble.

I'm home today and finally relaxing for the first time in weeks.

My job had us working over 100 hours in 12 days straight, I was
exhausted and frazzled.

My hair is long again. I'd say by this time next year it'll be as
long as it was in 2002. Yeah it still falls out, but I baby it and
take a lot more vitamins. I'll take it the way it is. If I have one
hair left and it's 3 feet long, so be it.... by the way, totally not
speaking that into being.

Eventually, I will get updated with pics and such. I just have been nuts trying to get things done and ready for school. I've decided that I need to change up my room completely before school starts.... because I don't have enough projects going on.

Ok, well, I promised myself I was going to find a way to fit activity in my schedule, so I've gotta run.

My internet capabilities may be sporadic due to some drama.
I don't care. I can get on line other ways, sure it's not convenient,
and yeah I totally am not able to really keep up with everyone, but
hopefully everyone knows that I love them. I may not be using this
connection to communicate via the web anymore. That's fine.

I finally got a phone again, this time on my own. I am so thankful that I have so many friends that have supported me and enabled me to get ahead instead of struggling to survive. I'm choosing to focus on that instead of focussing on the negative actions of others. Do you ever wonder that if someone put as much creativity into focussing on fixing their life instead of trying to poison others, just how great their life would be?

Love you all.

Posted by hawkie at February 5, 2007 03:58 PM