With what seems like an exorbitant amount of self care, it seems as though I am healing nicely. Just because you can work in a steel factory doesn't mean you should. Little lessons like that for me are apparent.
Michael and I are supposed to be meditating and stretching an hour before bed. Let's see if we can actually start this practice. I know it's something that we desire.
We've put an add on craigs for my cart and someone sent a request if they could make payments. emmm. no. Sorry, but business has taught me that my bleeding heart will get stomped to bits if I so much as let someone near enough.
So, we are doing as best as we can with everything up in the air. I feel very detached from things. Like I don't care. I feel a bit relieved by it.
I have given up coffee. Not because I wanted to, but because I like my coffee with a lot of cream and flavored syrup (lots o sugar) My blood sugar has been erratic as of late and I just don't enjoy it like I did when I know that I'm going to feel ill if I have it. It's just not worth it. Plus, it seems that caffeine was wrecking havoc with my sleep.
Once I'm adjusted to the no sugar/ caffeine, then I am ridding myself of another vice. Haven't decided which one yet. Probably dairy again. I don't enjoy it at all anymore, but with my injury I felt it was important to see that I got my calcium and my protein.
I am currently knitting a blanket and selling a ton of hot chocolate. Funny how Swiss Miss tastes better than steamed hot chocolate. We have some customers addicted to my souped up hot chocolate. ( I add a little cream and a shot of their favorite syrup and top it off with whipped cream. Super cheap.)
The blanket is very thick yarn and the feel of it is fabulous. I can't wait for it to be done.
love.
Posted by hawkie at November 14, 2007 01:30 PM