I've been organizing bit by bit. Clear this surface. Go through these drawers and get rid of all unnecessary items. Some days I don't do anything even though I've resolved to do one thing a day. Some days I clear like a bulldozer. Today was a bulldozer day. I just cant seem to shake this need to purge as much as possible.
I have fallen out of love with buying things. (Unless they are seeds or cast iron cookware.) I find myself just tossing things that at one time I never dreamed I would toss. The more I toss the more I want to toss.
I even framed 3 pictures today. One picture of my nephews. One picture of M, B and myself. My ex's kids if you don't remember or know. I can finally look at it without crying. I can finally look at the old pics of him and not get thrown into the loop of drama. I am even making arrangements to barter two of my sewing machines for tune up /work on my other two sewing machines. Yes, I have four sewing machines. I can't quite explain, but something about me causes people to give me sewing machines. I think I might have a fifth one in the basement. I sincerely hope not.
Buffalo visited me today and I told her that I thought that I was preparing for baking season. (Yay baking season!)
That's all I can think of for now. I gotta get ready for bed. I'm beat.
Posted by hawkie at August 26, 2008 09:11 PM